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  Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Scarlett Hall Series

  Offer

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  Chapter Twenty-Nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-One

  Chapter Thirty-Two

  Chapter Thirty-Three

  Chapter Thirty-Four

  Epilogue

  Author's Note

  Silent Dreams

  Secrets of Scarlett Hall

  Book 4

  Jennifer Monroe

  Copyright © 2020 Jennifer Monroe

  All rights reserved.

  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

  Secrets of Scarlett Hall

  Whispers of Light

  Echoes of the Heart

  Voices of Shadows Past

  Silent Dreams

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  Chapter One

  Scarlett Hall, May 1806

  Many dreams existed within the confines of Scarlett Hall, and some were hidden away within the heart of the family matriarch, Lady Eleanor Lambert. Some had risen to just below the surface in recent years, threatening not only Eleanor’s life, but that of her children, as well.

  Being the stoic woman she was, Eleanor had done what she could to keep those secrets buried, and once again, they slumbered in their clandestine places where she hoped they would never again rise to see the light of day.

  Now, with all safe, she dared to hope for peace to return to her home; although she could not shake the feeling that to have such hope was foolish.

  Sighing, she ran a hand over the letter from an old friend that had arrived earlier in the day. Eleanor always read them but had not replied in nearly thirteen years. Instead, she placed them in the small wooden box that sat among the line of ledgers containing the accounting details of the estate. Lady Rachel Prescott had been a friend once, and Eleanor had happy memories of their time together. However, many disagreeable memories also came to mind, and just as before, she folded the correspondence and added it to the others.

  She had more pressing matters at the moment with which to contend concerning her niece, Miss Annabel Lambert. Annabel’s parents, Silas, brother to Eleanor’s late husband Charles, and Joanna Lambert, had gone quite mad as of late, and Eleanor was uncertain as to how to handle such a delicate situation. How could they possibly consider a man nearing sixty as a viable suitor for a young woman of eighteen?

  Returning to the chair behind the desk, she placed a piece of parchment before her, took the quill in hand, her thoughts turning to Charles. Whenever her life took a turn, she oftentimes wrote him a letter, one that would not be answered, of course, but by doing so, it allowed her to think on any situation that came her way. Therefore, with a sigh, she dipped the nib into the ink and began to write.

  Charles,

  It is with great joy that I can say the foolishness you brought upon this home, and more importantly on your daughters, has ended. Juliet left not four days ago with her new husband, Daniel, at her side. Yes, the very same boy who was often the object of your anger has become a far better gentleman than you could ever have wished to be.

  Be that as it may, I write to you concerning Annabel and the fate that awaits her if Silas and Joanna have their way. They have put out a call to any man willing to pay in order to gain their daughter’s hand in marriage, and Lord William Agar has answered that call. The man is more than thrice her age! I will not witness the innocence of such a lovely young woman given to a man such as he.

  If you were still with us, I know you would stop me. Even more upsetting is the fact that I know you would agree with this decision that Silas has made, for, like you, the man is selfish, consumed by nothing more than his desires without a care for how his decisions affect others.

  The truth of the matter is that neither Silas nor Joanna wanted Annabel; thus, the reason the girl has spent the majority of her life at Scarlett Hall, returning to the home of her parents only a few months per year.

  Now Annabel has become of age, and her parents have taken a sudden interest in her well-being. Yet, I suspect the girl is as wise to their motives as I. For years, I have raised her as my own, and as I view her as such, I will do whatever I must to protect her.

  Annabel has grown into a beautiful woman. She is kind and soft-spoken, a lady above all others, and I shall do what I am able to keep it that way.

  Eleanor paused to glance at the bookcase. Closing her eyes, she pushed away the pain and returned to the letter.

  There are many secrets, Charles, trouble you have brought into this home that can ruin the name of Lambert for ten generations. Know that I fight to preserve that name, not for your glory, but rather for our children.

  As to Annabel, I must not mention the secret we keep, nor, God willing, shall it ever be revealed to her. However, you must know this. Whether it be child or niece, cousin or nephew, the curse of your name and all you have done will end. A new story will take its place, one filled with love and hope. I write this for those of the name of Lambert, and I swear to you, there is nothing I will not do to see it through.

  Signing her name, Eleanor placed the document beside her to give it time to dry. Whether it be letter or journal, she found peace in her writing, much like her second daughter, Hannah. As she thought on the quiet bookish girl, as well as her other children, she smiled. Her daughters were now married, happily, in fact, and she could not have asked for better husbands for them. Nathanial had several years yet before he began the search for a wife—and took over the estate to which he was entitled.

  A sharp rap on the door made her look up, and Forbes entered the room. Eleanor rose as he hurried over to her.

  “Mr. Lambert and Lord Agar have arrived,” he said in a low voice. “Lady Joanna accompanied them, as well. I placed them to the drawing room.”

  Eleanor nodded. An arrangement had been made for Lord Agar to call on Annabel. Although Eleanor would have preferred to not have the man call at all, it was far better to allow them to meet here than to have Annabel left alone with the old man, a feat her parents somehow allowed.

  “I will go for her,” she said. “If they try to take her away tonight…”

  “I will do whatever is necessary to help you stop them,” Forbes said with a faint smile on his lips.

  Eleanor studied the man’s face. Forbes, as she, had aged over the years, his once dark hair now more silver. Yet, his eyes held that same kindness they always had. “Thank you,” she whispered.

  The door shook, and they turned as Silas entered the room. He had the same dark hair and brown eyes as Charles, but where Charles
had been a tall slim man, Silas was round with pudgy cheeks and a stomach that stretched the limits of his waistcoat. Eleanor suspected that the new coat he wore was a result of a good day at the gaming tables, a pastime the man enjoyed more than was decent.

  “Why is it that I wait like a common man while you converse with your butler?” His demeanor and way of speaking was very like that of his brother, which was not a compliment as far as Eleanor was concerned.

  Forbes bowed and left the room.

  Eleanor pursed her lips to keep the retort from escaping. “Forbes has just informed me of your arrival. You must understand that I do have many matters to which I must attend in order to keep this estate running smoothly.” She walked around the desk and forced her features to calm. “Now, if you will allow me to go for Annabel, I will meet you in the drawing room in a moment.”

  As she moved to walk past him, he grabbed her arm. “You insult Lord Agar by not having the girl waiting in the drawing room as I requested. But more importantly, you have insulted me.”

  Eleanor stilled the wince from the pain and stared at his hand. “You will remove your hand this instance. I am not one of your possessions.” Her voice held a silent threat. She no longer feared this man as she had in the past.

  Silas narrowed his eyes, but he relaxed his grip, though he did not let go. “You are the wife of my brother, a woman who will show me the respect I deserve in my family home.”

  Eleanor considered the man might strike her, a deed he had perpetrated on his wife many times.

  Her brother-in-law frowned as he leaned in toward Eleanor, his breath as hot as his temper, and as foul. “This arrangement for Annabel is of the utmost importance to me. I must see her future secured.”

  “You wish to line your pockets with money with which to gamble,” she hissed, unafraid of what the man would do. “She is a young woman, Silas. Would you honestly consider allowing that man to marry her and thus destroying her heart?”

  He tightened his grip on her arm once more, and she flinched. “She is my daughter, not yours. Go for her at once. I do not want to keep Lord Agar waiting for a moment longer.”

  Eleanor jerked her arm from his grasp, and without another word, raised her chin and walked away. Once she reached the bottom of the staircase, she placed her hand on the smooth wooden railing and looked up at the steps before her. Each step would take her closer to Annabel, who sat in her room, terrified at the prospect of being forced to endure the presence of that vile creature who wished to marry her. Yet, she had no choice.

  Taking the first step, a sense of foreboding washed over her.

  Let this madness end soon! she thought, her stomach tightening with each consecutive step.

  Her mind returned to her first time at Scarlett Hall as she passed the portraits of the past lords that hung from the wall. When she reached the last, she stopped and looked at her husband. Once there had been joy in seeing his portrait in such a place of honor, yet as the months became years, joy turned to anger. Now she felt nothing but hurt.

  Well, what was in the past should remain in the past. At the moment, she had no choice but to focus on the future and what it held for Annabel.

  Chapter Two

  Miss Annabel Lambert studied her reflection in the mirror. She managed to force the faintest of smiles on her lips, but it fell without effort. Her new dress matched the wheat coloring in her hair, and the white ribbons had been placed just so, but despite the effort she put into her appearance, she did not feel beautiful.

  In fact, her stomach roiled as she thought about what would be expected of her this day. Her parents had arranged for Lord Agar to call on her, and no amount of pleading on Annabel’s part made them change their mind.

  Her father’s response had been firm. “You have a duty to us, your parents, to allow the man to call, and you will perform that duty. Considering all we have done for you in your life, it is no more than your obligation.”

  Annabel did not agree, not one bit. In her mind, she owed her parents nothing. An only child, she spent the majority of her time at Scarlett Hall and not her family home of Twombly Hills. Her Aunt Eleanor was more a mother to her than her own, her cousins more siblings, and while her parents traveled or hosted elegant parties and other affairs, Annabel spent her days with her cousins or remained in her bedroom reading.

  Just a few days earlier, Juliet, the favorite of her cousins, had shared a secret that had shook the fibers of all the sisters, and the four—Isabel, Hannah, Juliet, and Annabel—had made a pact: If any of them ever found herself in any sort of trouble, she need only ask and one, if not all, would come running to aid her. It was a sworn oath sealed by blood, one they would never break.

  Sighing, she looked at her palm. The cut had not been deep and was nearly healed. She traced a finger over the raised skin and thought of their promise and her current dilemma. Now was not the time to call on her cousins for aid, but she suspected that the time would soon arrive. Lord Agar had already made his intentions known to her, and with her parents supporting his desire to have her, she knew—and feared—what was to come. He had spoken of marriage, but Annabel did not wish to marry the man. He was far too old, for one. Plus, she did not love him.

  Granted, many of the ton thought of love as an afterthought to marriage, but after witnessing her cousins find love, Annabel knew it was what she, too, desired for herself. Yet, love had not come her way. Instead, two men had forced a kiss upon her; Lord Agar and that horrible cobbler Mr. Robert Mullens. Neither man had asked her beforehand, and both had left her with a sick feeling in the pit of her stomach.

  Because Juliet had seen to keeping Mr. Mullens from stealing kisses from young ladies, she had been forced to leave Scarlett Hall, leaving Annabel alone.

  “Yet, in my dreams I am not alone,” Annabel whispered to her reflection. “A gentleman will come for me, I just know he will!”

  The thought made her smile, a true smile. She did not risk telling her cousins about the hero who visited her dreams, for he came only during the most trying of times. He was very handsome and was respected by those of both the titled and the servant classes alike.

  Although the man never spoke, his eyes conveyed all she needed to know: He was coming for her. His journey was great, but he would not fail to take her away from the terrible life she lived. They would wed, have children, and live a life full of love.

  The door opened, and Aunt Eleanor entered the room. The woman was everything Annabel wished to be as a lady. Strong, kind, and beautiful. Although Juliet had told Annabel on several occasions that she already possessed all those traits, Annabel did not truly believe her. For why had a gentleman worthy of her not come forward to court her? Or any man younger than thirty, for that matter, one who did not seek to take advantage of her innocence?

  “Your parents and Lord Agar have arrived,” Aunt Eleanor said, her eyes filled with worry. It was no wonder with her daughters marrying and now doing what she could for a niece for whom she had no responsibility. The woman treated Annabel as one of her own, and that was the reason she held her aunt in such high esteem.

  “I heard them enter,” Annabel whispered. “But do not worry, for I do not. As a matter of fact, I will enjoy my conversation with Lord Agar. Or rather I will pretend as much.” She straightened her shoulders and forced a smile. “I am ready.”

  Her aunt sighed. “You are a brave girl.” She clicked her tongue in vexation. “Forgive me. I still see you as a little girl, but you are not, are you? No, you are a brave woman. And look how beautiful you are. Well, I will be in the drawing room with you to assure no harm comes to you.”

  Annabel blinked back tears. “If they wish to leave me alone with him again…” She was unable to finish the thought as memories flooded her mind.

  Lord Agar had called over to Twombly Hills just two days after her eighteenth birthday, and her parents left her alone with the man. They gave no reason, and Annabel did not ask, but once she and the older man were alone, he took it upon
himself to say things to her that made her blush even now remembering them. Worse was the fact that he had kissed her! Right there in her parents’ drawing room without regard for the impropriety of doing so! It was a disgusting kiss—not that she had much experience in such matters—and she had been brought to tears, which caused Lord Agar to explode with anger.

  Aunt Eleanor embraced Annabel. “You will not go anywhere with the man, and you will not be left alone with him, either. I will not allow it.”

  Annabel sniffled. “I believe you, but what of my parents? They do not care for the rules we follow and will allow him to do as he pleases, which is to take me away.”

  “Now, you listen very carefully,” her aunt said, her hands on Annabel’s shoulders. “Until Nathaniel is of age, Scarlett Hall is in my care. This is my home and my rules will be obeyed. Therefore, no man will force you to leave this house.”

  “Thank you,” Annabel replied. “And I do not wish to burden you further, but my parents speak of Lord Agar’s desire to marry me. I do not want that.”

  Aunt Eleanor gave a derisive sniff. “And neither do I. We will discuss that later. For now we had best join them. Your father is already annoyed with me as it is.”

  With a quick, yet reluctant, nod, Annabel followed her aunt from the room. Her father was often annoyed with one person or another, and oftentimes she knew it was because of something she, herself, had done that displeased him. The fact was her parents had hoped for a boy and had been disappointed when she was a girl. She did what she could to please them, doing whatever they wished and more, but it was never enough.

  Yet now, although guilt filled her, she did not care to please them any longer. There were those who loved her for who she was. Her Aunt Eleanor, her cousins, and the man in her dreams. One day, he would come and take away all her fear, and she would leave with him. For he would please the one person Annabel always neglected. Herself.